1. I'm tired of the ism's that i come to know from intelligentsia of my college and their ways of understanding and analyzing others' and my lives.
2. I'm tired of studies of any form which tries to make me 'understand' history, literature, society, politics, jazz music, Marxian school of thought and contemporary Latin American films. It's not that I'm failing to understand or I find them boring to be studied at, my only point here is that I'm tired of studying them through professor's lectures, books, graphic guides, wikipedia or by any other possible means. At times, I find no meaningful reason to go through this university structure in order to understand my place, my home, my root, my love, my dreams, my angst, my responsibilities and my debacle.
3. I'm tired of the guitar cases that i get to see in my college premises. They look dull and their masters look like monstrous robots.
4. I'm tired of my dad's template-like conversations (which is too scarce that I will probably be able to count the number of words i would speak to him on a given day before i end my daily affair with some not so sound sleep) with me. He provides me choices for dinner's menu and recently there are exactly 4 choices; chola'r daal, paneer'er torkari, ba'ndhakopi or ghugni along with rooti. to top this, our Mashi being the undisputed worst cook of this world helps me turn this tiredness into a habit.
5. I'm tired of seeing everyone around me doing the same old thing again and again. Antu is hungry for a woman since the time I've known him and that roughly equals to 4 years. The lovebirds keep arranging rendezvous in Agarpara railway platform at night without missing out a single day. I'm tired of listening to people abusing each other in local trains, I'm tired of my classmates' dumbness, I'm tired of my growing dependence over cigarettes.
6. I'm tired of my inability to sit in one particular place while I'm not engaged with any matter which compels me to stand still, lie flat on a bed, crook for nature's call or recline in a chair, bench or a ledge.
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